Posted by Asmi on April 11th, 2010
WARNING: All the stuff below is just me ranting, if you haven’t realized that by the title..
I just saw Knocked Up, the movie, starring Seth Rogen and the girl from Grey’s Anatomy. It’s about these strangers who meet at a club, and then a few weeks later the girl finds out she’s pregnant. Anyway, I’m not going to get into the story right now, ’cause I have something on my mind.
Its such a great thing, right? To have a baby. Someone who has two other people’s personality mixture in them. Someone… who’s like a mini you. That’s the best thing in the world. Nature is amazing. Sigh.. I just feel like I’m going to be the worst mother if I ever end up having kids. I’m unorganized, I hate cooking, I hate waking up in the middle of the night or from sleep. I hate cleaning with a passion. I hate diapers. I hate babies crying non-stop. Argh!! I hate too much to be a good parent! And on top of that, I killed a kitten! Neo’s death is my fault. I couldn’t take care of him, that’s why he died. ARGH. I feel like I’m Seth Rogen. I don’t wanna be Seth Rogen! I wish I could just change myself and be this amazing, awesome person who’s good at everything, but that’s not possible. I don’t want to change. I just want to get a little better than I am right now, I guess.
I wouldn’t want to have an unplanned baby either. Wow… I’m too young to be worrying about this stuff.. I need to stop.
I’m going to go eat or read or walk or do something that makes me stop typing a blog.