Depressing
Posted by Asmi on February 9th, 2010
Is there a chance a fragment of light at the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight. Is there a chance you may change your mind.. Or are we ashes and wine…?
I feel everything around me changing completely. From friends to family and everything around. I am changing drastically. I don’t blame anyone, not even the person(s) who might slightly be responsible for it. I really don’t mind anymore. It’s just a shame that sometimes we lose everything in our life so quickly.
I find myself blaming myself. Taking frustration out on friends. Being quiet and pulling myself away from everyone around me. It’s not that I’m angry. It’s just something I really can’t seem to understand. I think I hate too much. But I really don’t know why. I don’t think I’m a bad person but I’m not sure anymore.
Anyway, apart from all these nonesense I’m talking about. Valentines day is coming up. I wonder what people are going to do. Some of us have already recovered from break ups and moved on with life, hope you have a blast on the day of love. I think I’m going to spend my Valentines day watching romantic-comedy movies.
I know this blog doesn’t make any sense. Ignore it if possible, I just need to write right now.
P.S I got a new kitten, 6 week old male named Neo. 
He’s adorable, I’ll share pics soon. And the lyrics at the begining of the blog is from a song called Ashes and Wine by A Fine Frenzy.
Have a great day,
Asmi